Your worst fears were realized. You died the way people have been saying could happen your entire life. And now you're here, in this place that's constantly reminding us that we're dead.
[She has to keep telling herself that, or else the weight of everything will drag her down.]
Some trolls have been stuck as trolls for ninety years now. And we were well out into the Silent World on our mission. If I had turned instead of being killed, I could have suffered out there for centuries before someone found me and put me out of my misery. This is honestly a better outcome.
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timeasmymeasure
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Date: 2023-02-25 06:30 am (UTC)[there's fear, and there's also Trauma?]
Your worst fears were realized. You died the way people have been saying could happen your entire life. And now you're here, in this place that's constantly reminding us that we're dead.
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Date: 2023-02-26 05:05 am (UTC)[She has to keep telling herself that, or else the weight of everything will drag her down.]
Some trolls have been stuck as trolls for ninety years now. And we were well out into the Silent World on our mission. If I had turned instead of being killed, I could have suffered out there for centuries before someone found me and put me out of my misery. This is honestly a better outcome.