[She looks up at the sky for a moment longer, and then she sighs.]
This is the second time I've spent the night with someone and then they died. First Eto, and then Micah and Lavi. It makes me scared for what will happen next week.
[She opens her mouth like she's going to argue, but after a moment she closes it without saying anything. Instead she glances away while rubbing at her left shoulder.]
This is a place where bad things happen. Sometimes a lot at once, and sometimes all around you. But it's not because of you. You're not making it worse, you're... it's -- the other way around.
[Unfortunately for him, Tuuri can see where this is going. And she is going to be a little annoying about it. The smile she has on is a dangerous one, it means teasing is on its way.]
If that's how you feel, then why was it so hard for you to say?
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I know it's silly, since we're in hell and all, but I would have liked to know if he made it across to wherever he's going.
[Double-hell, or whatever.]
Back home, the stars would serve as a guide. But this...
[Well. There's no stars here.]
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[He gazes upward as well.]
If they don't come back as wandering ghosts, we usually just assume their souls made it to where they're supposed to go.
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[She looks up at the sky for a moment longer, and then she sighs.]
This is the second time I've spent the night with someone and then they died. First Eto, and then Micah and Lavi. It makes me scared for what will happen next week.
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It's more likely to happen when you have a big group. It doesn't mean it'll happen again... but there's no guarantee that it won't, either.
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Maybe next Thursday I'll stay by myself in my room.
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Then I'll stay with you.
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[The 'because of me' is there but unspoken.]
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Sometimes it feels like I am.
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This is a place where bad things happen. Sometimes a lot at once, and sometimes all around you. But it's not because of you. You're not making it worse, you're... it's -- the other way around.
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[Or she's making it better maybe.]
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[He was this close to saying something nice, and he just fumbled his words right at the end.]
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Well what did you mean then, that I make things better?
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If that's how you feel, then why was it so hard for you to say?
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I-- I don't say things like that often. See, this is why I don't bother trying to cheer people up.
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It's fine, it's fine! You're doing a wonderful job of cheering me up.
[She does look like she's in a better mood now?]
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I'm just saying... If you're happier being around people than not, then that's what you should do.
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Alright, you've convinced me. I'll stay with you next Thursday.
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Okay... Good.
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[It's getting late and they should head back to the dorms for sleep eventually.]