[Tuuri is honestly trying her best not to get emotional here. It's hard, Lavi was one of her favorite people, but she's trying her best to smile. Look, no tears!]
It's always been. At this point I can't help but feel like someone else is forcing our hands.
[she would feel so, so uncomfortable if tuuri did. but it's just a little complicated. she doesn't know how to react to anyone else's feelings, or to have feelings of her own that she doesn't just stew in alone.]
That honestly makes me angrier than anything that's happened the last three weeks. I'd rather deal with whoever's orchestrating things than have to sit through these dumb trials.
[A universal truth about Tuuri: she hates being bossed around and told what to do.]
It's a constructive way to get your emotions out, given the resources we have at hand.
[There's no sauna here and that's a CRIME but this will have to do.]
Also, something we do sometimes to get negative thoughts away is that we'll write or draw it in the sand, and let the waves wash it away. Then poof! The negative thoughts are gone!
With paper, we could probably just burn it and have the same effect.
Of course it doesn't literally do that. The idea is that it's a mental exercise, to help you leave behind unhelpful thoughts and emotions so they don't eat away at you.
You said you would rather be doing anything else, and there's no saunas here to relax in, so it seemed like the next best option.
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Date: 2023-02-26 02:45 am (UTC)It's always been. At this point I can't help but feel like someone else is forcing our hands.
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Date: 2023-02-26 02:50 am (UTC)It is obvious this was orchestrated.
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Date: 2023-02-26 02:56 am (UTC)[A universal truth about Tuuri: she hates being bossed around and told what to do.]
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Date: 2023-02-26 03:09 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2023-02-26 03:13 am (UTC)Feel like drawing some pictures, maybe? I have plenty of paper and pens.
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Date: 2023-02-26 03:27 am (UTC)...Why?
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Date: 2023-02-26 03:34 am (UTC)[There's no sauna here and that's a CRIME but this will have to do.]
Also, something we do sometimes to get negative thoughts away is that we'll write or draw it in the sand, and let the waves wash it away. Then poof! The negative thoughts are gone!
With paper, we could probably just burn it and have the same effect.
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Date: 2023-02-26 03:50 am (UTC)...No, it will not wash them away. It will wash away the words, not the thoughts. Are you unwell?
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Date: 2023-02-26 04:01 am (UTC)Of course it doesn't literally do that. The idea is that it's a mental exercise, to help you leave behind unhelpful thoughts and emotions so they don't eat away at you.
You said you would rather be doing anything else, and there's no saunas here to relax in, so it seemed like the next best option.
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Date: 2023-02-26 01:06 pm (UTC)There is an onsen.
[please don't make her self-actualize.]
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Date: 2023-02-26 04:01 pm (UTC)There is. But that won't be a problem with your makeup?